its my OFF day.
like finally.
phew.
tired u noe.
first tyme fasting and wrking.
haha..
quite cool actually.
had buka wit family for the first tyme cos been wrking.
first terawih as well.
felt good!! :)
next off is in a week tyme.
lamer per.
tsk.
oh wells..
ibadah kerje kn.
everythings been well, alhamdulilah.
so no rants. :P
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happi 21st bday to my bestie since like zaman muda2 dulu.
hahahaaaa.
Ms Shaheen got older today;28aug.
so hapi birthday and happi always and be bless by Allah swt. Amin.

in the midst of studying,

i am able to slot in a post.

mmm wad does tt show of me??

well, its call time off.

been studying like since i woke up at 5.

wells...

i dun udts smtg.

y some people must be so lokek in their knowledge.

come on man.

tsk

so disgusting la such org.

dun like!!

dun like!!

im so tired.

yes.

TIRED.

i miss myself.

:(

im nt making sense am i?

well, im nt suppose to la duh.

OH i know I know
its beeen FARR too long since i last updated.
well..lets start first
HAPPI birthDay SG!!
haha..im one of those patriotic for tt moment tht gt up and took the pledge at 8.22pm on 9/8/09
i kno i know its like so cliche.
but it still felt really good u noe.
i've never said it with so much proudness and eagerness before.
kinda miss it actualli now tt its gone.
tu la, dulu zaman skola tak nk ckp.
lol.
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so yesterday watch anu.
kinda knew sara gonna menang tho i so prefer kunjung.
sara sounds soo much like ziana zain with all the screams.
u ought to listen to her without looking at her.
jus hear, dun see.
u'll get wad i mean abt her voice resemblence.
ok, now seriously
mcm mane org melayu kita nk maju???
the comments they sent in during the show shows very much how immature they are.
its a TALENT competiotion.
so wads with the "vote for pure singaporean"
so bias and discrinimating tau.
quite memalukn to me.
tsk tsk..
haish
and yet they complain knape we malayu sering dipulaukn.
simply cause, we dun measure up to others.
we are smart but we dun like competition.
senang terpengaruh.
sayang sekali.
hopefully, someday we would be more rational in our thoughts.
lau kita tak harumkn name melayu, sape lagi kn.
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oh oh
im sounding so naggy these days.
blame it on hormones and age.
hormones and age
i'm mature sey, gone were those childish days
i miss them
growing up is hard.
decisons made each day.
thnk god for young frens; fyfie, fara,raina,thara etc
at least with them, i feel 17 again.
haha..
like tt show zac efron 17 again jer.
ok la..
i skip sch today, last lesson.
so ya watever
gonna out wit raina to go get me some job during the hols.
hols hols hols..
ure coming and im coming to get ya!!!
ok bye! :)

just wen u tot u knew it all,
someone comes and tell u no.
invisible slap to the face.
ouch.
im awaken now.
very much awaken
HURT but awaken
thnks alot kie.
gd thing you're so far away.
at least it spares me from facing you.
tt wld be worst.

i have mixed emotions now
&
it scares me.
i dun wan do smtg i wld regret.
it could simply be my hormones.
or maybe its the truth i've always overlook.
now wad??
im nt up for this
wads the reaction am i suppose to give?
i think it all started wen i found out smtg i prolly shouldnt
cos now...
im wandering what i would have done if the reality isnt as such.
but i cant.
it so wrong
it may nt even be worth it.
but
damn...
confuse yeaps..
i just need tyme to think it thru.
i dun wan make stupid mistakes tht i'll regret.
and i know deep down,
ure never a mistake to begin with.
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SERIOUSLY!
WHO THE HELL DO U THINK U ARE TO PASS COMMENTS ABT MY WORK ETHICS?
FOR HEAVEN SAKE, I DID ALOT AND I KNOW I DID ALOT.
THERE AINT NO NEED FOR YOU TO TELL ME WAD I DID OR DIDNT.
MY CONSCIOUS AINT THE ONE TTS BUGGED.
ITS YOURS.
TTS Y U GET SO HAPPY OVER SMTG SO MENIAL.
ITS NOT EVEN TRUE.
SERIOUSLY GROW UP.
people just gets worse and worse.
thinking they know everything.
*rolls eyes in disgust*

last post was abt BOtanic gardens..